My wrist still really hurts...but I want to try and get this down before I forget....
2 nights ago I had a dream about an old friend of mine. Heck, he could be reading this now. I hate that I had to say "old" friend...'cause we used to be so close only a year ago. Then things happened, and I miss him still. I thought I was over it, but then I had this dream, where we were all happy again.
I don't know what truly happened to make him stop calling and ignore my emails. I have a pretty good idea though. And if that is the reason, then that makes me very sad. Because that same reason (read "reason" as "person") screwed me over earlier in my life.
There's nothing I can do about this. I emailed him one finale time, nearly 4 months or so ago, and said something like, "If you still want to be friends let me know, otherwise, this is the last you'll hear from me. I'm tired of worrying about it all the time." And I never heard a thing.
I can't tell him what to do...but I wish I knew *why* he hates me now.
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What a tough situation.....I think we've all been there, unfortunately, at some time in our lives.....
he he hhehee...why does your title to your blog always crack me up!! ha! anyway, how the heck is that wrist??? i hope it's ok, how was the appointment??? good news i hope! thinking of you girl!
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